| In Memory of:: | Andrea Harriet Wyatt |
| Your Name: | Lynn |
| Relationship: | friend |
| Memoriam: | I miss you Annie. It's been almost a year and I still cry when I think about never being able to see you again. You helped me feel alive and you helped me smile when I truly needed to. I can't ever forget you and I wouldn't want to. I hope your pain has ended and that you can see me from up there in Heaven. I know you are where you always wanted to be... with God and you are an angel doing His work. I love you and will always remember your infectious spirit. |
Sunday, February 27th 2005 - 06:06:12 PM
| In Memory of:: | Paul Codyer |
| Your Name: | Cady D. |
| Relationship: | neice |
| Memoriam: | Its been three weeks sence you have died. 12-30-1950 to 2-6-2005 you were 55 years old with liver cancer, I can still see you when i close my eyes you are my favorite uncle and always will be see you soon i love you lots and i will never forget you. love your neice Cady |
Saturday, February 26th 2005 - 08:36:50 AM
| In Memory of:: | steven |
| Your Name: | jess |
| Relationship: | best mate |
| Memoriam: | we miss u so much ur awesome i wish i could have told u all the things i
wanted to say u were always the best at everything we loved u so much we
still do i wud give anything to see u again thank u for being awesome we
will never forget u "A hand above the water An angel reaching for the sky Is it raining in heaven - Do you want us to cry?" steven kyle michaels 8/2/90 - 22/9/04 |
Friday, February 25th 2005 - 07:55:02 PM
| In Memory of:: | Renee |
| Your Name: | Elspeth |
| Relationship: | Friend |
| Memoriam: | I know you hurt so long and so bad. You cared so much about everyone you knew. I almost went in the same direction tonight, those pill bottles were calling me home. I couldn't do it because all I could think about was you yelling at me everytime I reached this state. How many lectures, how you told me how horrible it was to try and not succeed. How it left you impaired and how much more pain you were in, mentally and physically. I miss you so much my sister, as that is how I felt about you and you know that. Sometimes I feel like you are watching me, maybe tonight you are. |
Friday, February 25th 2005 - 06:34:13 PM
| In Memory of:: | George R. Demar |
| Your Name: | Andrea R. Thurmond |
| Relationship: | My father |
| Memoriam: | My father took his life at age 40, father's day of 1994. If he only knew what I know now about bipolar. He never knew he had it. I just now learned what bipolar is and have gone 26 years untreated. I have it and I see it in my son also. I am rapid cycling, sometimes up to 8 times a day. I can get the help for us now, that I wish he could have got for himself back then. |
Friday, February 25th 2005 - 05:38:46 PM
| In Memory of:: | my MOM/Jerry Lynn/Thelma AKIN |
| Your Name: | Ginger Allen |
| Relationship: | self |
| Memoriam: | I pray that God continue to stand by my side and see me thru!I pray that I survive my EXTREME RAPID CYCLE Bipolar II(cycling 4-5 times a day) and desire to FOLLOW MY MOMS suicidal desires and the PAIN WE SHARE & have dealt with daily not knowing WHY.- my mother left me almost 27 years ago when she took her life- God rest her soul. She did for everyone except herself. She had no idea there was an illness call Bipolar-and left 3 young girls and a husband and SO MANY that LOVED HER. |
Friday, February 25th 2005 - 01:03:31 AM
| In Memory of:: | christina ramos |
| Your Name: | gina |
| Relationship: | her other side |
| Memoriam: | she was very confused pretty muched obout everything.she had a pure and evil side.being pure to others and evil to herself |
Thursday, February 17th 2005 - 10:56:44 AM
| In Memory of:: | Roy and Pete Willis |
| Your Name: | Kathy Flurry |
| Relationship: | Sister |
| Memoriam: | To my two brothers who took their life 23 yrs apart-I struggle to stay alive from this cancer I have,with no known cure. Pete you took your life 15 months ago and you knew I didn't know how long I have left. But I will not give up like the two of you. I will stay beside your two children and try to help mend their broken hearts. I pray that GOD will give me the years you two thru away. |
Wednesday, February 16th 2005 - 12:42:17 PM
| In Memory of:: | Sally |
| Your Name: | Ant |
| Relationship: | My Mother |
| Memoriam: | In memory of a woman who carried our world on her back |
Monday, February 14th 2005 - 07:13:11 PM
| In Memory of:: | Sally |
| Your Name: | Ant |
| Relationship: | My Mother |
Monday, February 14th 2005 - 07:12:12 PM
| In Memory of:: | all who went away too soon |
| Your Name: | kimberly |
| Relationship: | friend |
Friday, February 11th 2005 - 09:49:23 AM
| In Memory of:: | Dave Chamberlain |
| Your Name: | Shawn |
| Relationship: | Friend |
| Memoriam: | In memory of a great friend who left us too soon. Your jokes, music, smiles, and laughs will stay with me forever. Rest in peace friend. |
Monday, February 7th 2005 - 09:29:38 AM
| In Memory of:: | Alex Torres |
| Your Name: | Michelle Torres |
| Relationship: | Twin Sister |
| Memoriam: | My brother did not have bipolar, but he was depressed. I miss him more than words can ever say. He passed away May 31,2004. |
Thursday, February 3rd 2005 - 07:11:09 PM
| In Memory of:: | jacqueline kellie nunn |
| Your Name: | miriam |
| Relationship: | "mother", mentor, best friend |
| Memoriam: | God sent an angel into my life. That angel, was you. It's been a year and a half since you self distructed." oh how i miss you so". i have cried and suffered so much over your death, but i do not blame you. you didn't know that anyone cared enough to suffer over you. even though i told you every day, you still didn't believe it. it just wasn't enough, for you were in so much pain. this i understand. i know you are in a better place now. i just can't believe that the lord, would punish you for this sin...cuz u just didn't know any better. i know you are in heaven. i know you are happy and smiling down at me. i love you kellie, my daughter, now and forever... good-bye, my child; be at peace. |
Thursday, January 27th 2005 - 02:05:03 PM
| In Memory of:: | Jamie |
| Your Name: | Alison |
| Relationship: | sister |
| Memoriam: | Although it has been 7 years, I still think of you everyday. I am sorry that we could not help you and it hurts to know that you spent the last part of your life in such turmoil, brother. You will forever remain in my heart and in the hearts of those whose lives you touched. |
Wednesday, January 26th 2005 - 10:25:12 AM
| In Memory of:: | Geneva Sapp |
| Your Name: | Joe |
| Relationship: | Brother |
| Memoriam: | I love you Sis. I'm sorry we alienated you for so long. I'm sorry for everything. You were right. You were always right. Thank you for telling me the truth. Find peace. |
Saturday, January 22nd 2005 - 07:02:36 PM
| In Memory of:: | JOE HATSELL & BRAD FLORA |
| Your Name: | SANDRA DESPAIN |
| Relationship: | FRIEND |
| Memoriam: | JOE THE KIDS MISS YOU. YOUR KINDNESS AND LOVE WILL NEVER BE FORGOTTEN.
IF I HAD KNOWN YOUR ILLNESS WAS KILLING YOU, IF I COULD JUST TELL YOU WHAT
AN INFLUENCE YOU HAD ON US ALL. BRAD, YOU WERE PART OF THE IN CROWD IN SCHOOL. YOU WERE FUNNY AND GOOD LOOKING. YOUR SMILE LIT UP THE ROOM. I WONDER HOW YOU EVER FELT SO EMPTY, WITH SO MANY TO LOVE AND ADMIRE YOU. YOU SHALL NEVER BE FOROTTEN. FOR YOUR CHILD REMAINS THE BEST OF YOU. |
Friday, January 21st 2005 - 09:50:13 AM
| In Memory of:: | catherines |
| Your Name: | shawna aka texaschick |
| Relationship: | friend. |
| Memoriam: | I miss you catherines, i wish you had not done what you done. We all love you and miss you in bipolarchat. I am still shocked, But i understand has we bipolars all do, sometimes life gets to hard to handle. God Bless you, I love you. You are greately missed. |
Thursday, January 20th 2005 - 07:56:12 PM
| In Memory of:: | Derek Anthony Grubbs |
| Your Name: | Erika |
| Relationship: | someone special |
| Memoriam: | Well first of all, i want to get somethng straight, i know someone alredy wrote something on him, but he or she got the story screwed up, first of all Derek was not sucidal, and second of all he was not on Drugs or had he been drinking, i know this because he was with me the night he was taken away from this world, and for this person to say this is wrong, we were having fun talking and playng tennis, yes so what if it happened to be at 230am not all people are out getting drunk, high, or getting some. It hurts when people come up to me and say that he was drinking or had been popping pills or on drugs. id really appreciate it if your going to say something get the freaking story correct. Im sorry for the people who havee lost someone here, i know what your feeling. |
Wednesday, January 19th 2005 - 02:24:58 PM
| In Memory of:: | Derek Anthony Grubbs |
| Your Name: | anon |
| Relationship: | Someone special |
| Memoriam: | Well first of all, i want to get somethng straight, i know someone alredy wrote something on him, but he or she got the story screwed up, first of all Derek was not sucidal, and second of all he was not on Drugs or had he been drinking, i know this because he was with me the night he was taken away from this world, and for this person to say this is wrong, we were having fun talking and playng tennis, yes so what if it happened to be at 230am not all people are out getting drunk, high, or getting some. It hurts when people come up to me and say that he was drinking or had been popping pills or on drugs. id really appreciate it if your going to say something get the freaking story correct. Im sorry for the people who havee lost someone here, i know what your feeling. |
Wednesday, January 19th 2005 - 02:22:55 PM
| In Memory of:: | Derek Anthony Grubbs |
| Your Name: | anon |
| Relationship: | Someone special |
| Memoriam: | Well first of all, i want to get somethng straight, i know someone
alredy wrote something on him, but he or she got the story screwed up, first
of all Derek was not sucidal, and second of all he was not on Drugs or had
he been drinking, i know this because he was with me the night he was taken
away from this world, and for this person to say this is wrong, we were
having fun talking and playng tennis, yes so what if it happened to be at
230am not all people are out getting drunk, high, or getting some. It hurts
when people come up to me and say that he was drinking or had been popping
pills or on drugs. id really appreciate it if your going to say something
get the freaking story correct. Im sorry for the people who havee lost someone here, i know what your feeling. |
Wednesday, January 19th 2005 - 02:16:14 PM
| In Memory of:: | Jeremy Vanderpool |
| Your Name: | Susan |
| Relationship: | wife & eternal friend |
| Memoriam: | If only I could turn back the clock, I would have been there for you - like you begged me to be. It took you dying for me (and probably many others) to really truly, believe and understand the depth of your pain. I know now that you meant it when you said the best years of your life were with me, and that you couldn't bear to go on living without me because I was the love of your life. You were the love of mine, too, sweetie. I don't want to go on without you either. I died with you, yet I have to stay here and raise our son who will probably struggle with the same issues; he is a miniature you. I want to join you so badly, but the truest love I can give to you now is to give him all the love and support that you needed but didn't get at that crucial final hour. I will love you eternally and count the days until we are reunited but as our best and purest selves. Please reach out to me, if you can somehow, to ease the pain and help me go on. It is almost unbearable. |
Friday, January 14th 2005 - 11:34:55 PM
| In Memory of:: | David Harry Richmond |
| Your Name: | Sandra L. Berry |
| Relationship: | Daughter |
| Memoriam: | I am writing this in tribute to my father, who died May 6, 1994. We miss
you so much dad. We could see the daily pain you went through. The emotional
highs and lows. You meant so much to us. You gave so much to your family
with your beautiful voice and gift of your guitar playing. Now I also have
to deal with the daily struggles of a son who suffers with the same disease.
We do all we can to help him. We love you always and will remember you in our hearts forever. |
Wednesday, January 12th 2005 - 04:28:15 PM
| In Memory of:: | ALL OF THOSE WHO FELT THIS WEAS THE TIME TO GO |
| Your Name: | CHERI CUMMINGS |
| Relationship: | FRIEND TO ALL |
| Memoriam: | I JUST CAME UPON THIS SITE A COUPLE OF DAYS AGO, WHILE RESEARCHING MOOD STABILIZERS ON THE NET. I AM ONE OF THE "LUCKY" ONES WHO ARE NOW TRYING MEDICATON TO BE HAPPY. I AM PRAYING THAT THIS IS WHAT THE HIGHER UP WANTS FOR ME. I AM NOT A BIG CHURCH PERSON, BUT I DO BELIEVE. I WANT EVERYONE TO KNOW WHO LOST SOMEONE TO SUICIDE I FEEL FOR YOU. I HAVE THOUGHT ABOUT IT HUNDREDS OF TIMES. WHY I HAVE NEVER DID IT I REALLY DONT KNOW. I DO HAVE A CHILD WHOSE SMILE CAN MAKE MY SADDEST FEELING DISAPPEAR. i JUST LOST MY FATHER TWO YEARS AGO FROM ILLNESS. HE WAS A VERY SAD MAN WHO WANTED TO DIE FOR A LONG TIME. HE WENT THROUGH ALL THE STAGES OF ACCEPTING DEATH. IT WAS THE HARDEST THING I HAD TO GO THROUGH. HE COULDN'T TALK OR WALK OR COMMUNICATE AT ALL WHEN HE WAS CALLED HOME. I GO TO THE CEMETARY ALMOST ON A DAILY BASIS. I MISS HIM SO MUCH. THERE ARE SO MANY THINGS I WISH I WOULD HAVE DONE FOR HIM. I KNOW HE LOOKS DOWN AT ME AND IS SMILING. I TRY TO MAKE HIM PROUD WITH EVERY DECISION I MAKE. JUST A WORD TO HIM, DADDY I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND MISS YOU EVERY HOUR OF EVERY DAY. |
Sunday, January 9th 2005 - 07:21:54 PM
| In Memory of:: | ALL OF THOSE WHO FELT THIS WEAS THE TIME TO GO |
| Your Name: | CHERI CUMMINGS |
| Relationship: | FRIEND TO ALL |
| Memoriam: | I JUST CAME UPON THIS SITE A COUPLE OF DAYS AGO, WHILE RESEARCHING MOOD STABILIZERS ON THE NET. I AM ONE OF THE "LUCKY" ONES WHO ARE NOW TRYING MEDICATON TO BE HAPPY. I AM PRAYING THAT THIS IS WHAT THE HIGHER UP WANTS FOR ME. I AM NOT A BIG CHURCH PERSON, BUT I DO BELIEVE. I WANT EVERYONE TO KNOW WHO LOST SOMEONE TO SUICIDE I FEEL FOR YOU. I HAVE THOUGHT ABOUT IT HUNDREDS OF TIMES. WHY I HAVE NEVER DID IT I REALLY DONT KNOW. I DO HAVE A CHILD WHOSE SMILE CAN MAKE MY SADDEST FEELING DISAPPEAR. i JUST LOST MY FATHER TWO YEARS AGO FROM ILLNESS. HE WAS A VERY SAD MAN WHO WANTED TO DIE FOR A LONG TIME. HE WENT THROUGH ALL THE STAGES OF ACCEPTING DEATH. IT WAS THE HARDEST THING I HAD TO GO THROUGH. HE COULDN'T TALK OR WALK OR COMMUNICATE AT ALL WHEN HE WAS CALLED HOME. I GO TO THE CEMETARY ALMOST ON A DAILY BASIS. I MISS HIM SO MUCH. THERE ARE SO MANY THINGS I WISH I WOULD HAVE DONE FOR HIM. I KNOW HE LOOKS DOWN AT ME AND IS SMILING. I TRY TO MAKE HIM PROUD WITH EVERY DECISION I MAKE. JUST A WORD TO HIM, DADDY I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND MISS YOU EC\VERY HOUR OF EVERY DAY. |
Sunday, January 9th 2005 - 07:20:56 PM
| In Memory of:: | Randy Huber |
| Your Name: | chandra auberry |
| Relationship: | best bud, future girlfriend -- we planned |
| Memoriam: | I want to talk to you. I want to call you, save you. Life is so unfair. People cannot understand us. Life is cruel. Life is unfair. We deserved a chance to know each other. How can I call you now? I want to talk to you. I miss you. I understand. I wish I could have helped you burden the awful, I could have understood. I wanted to help. I loved you and I love you still. I know others can't understand. I want you back. I wanted to bear life with you. I need you back. I need a second chance. I desperately need and want you here. I want you back. Help! You are lost and I can't bear it. I cannot comprehend. RETURN TO ME. |
Tuesday, January 4th 2005 - 10:01:11 PM
| In Memory of:: | Papaw |
| Your Name: | Cali |
| Relationship: | Grandaughter |
| Memoriam: | Papaw, I love you and I miss you. You left us and without real reason. I really wish you were still here and that I could of really known who you were as a person. I didnt really see it, I was too young. It would seem that now we all suffer. I wondered why you left us like that, but now its clear and I feel your pain at times. In your name I will do great in life and make you proud. I love you Papaw. |
Tuesday, January 4th 2005 - 08:34:56 PM
| In Memory of:: | Missy Vilot |
| Your Name: | Heather Vilot Yerrick |
| Relationship: | Sister |
| Memoriam: | It has been almost two year since I heard your voice Seen your face or with you rejoice Since we shared our times or sad or remembered all the times we have had.... You left us so quickly, much too soon you see, We'll now miss the times, the ones that could have been If things have been different, what then?... Would you have been a model? The beauty was there, Beauty undeniable, in your eyes, your hair... Would you have been a musician? It was a plain fact, that you could enchange your listeners with you sax. Now that your gone, you've sent us your friends the mockingbird with your voice and the ladybug with you flight... We could guess all day of what cuold have been But these things we knw are so true, You were our beloved sister, aunt, niece and friend And know we will always miss you...XOXOX If things had been differnt |
Monday, January 3rd 2005 - 01:46:02 PM
| In Memory of:: | Deborah Richardson |
| Your Name: | Zane Richardson |
| Relationship: | Aunt |
| Memoriam: | Although it has been years, it seems like yesterday that I was 6 yrs old and brushing your hair. We all miss you. All my love. |
Wednesday, December 29th 2004 - 11:06:36 PM
| In Memory of:: | Craig Spencer |
| Your Name: | Denae S. |
| Relationship: | Grand Daughter |
| Memoriam: | when i heard that you died, i was crushed, but when i heard that you took your own life, i was scared. you were my role model. i love you grandpa, there isnt a day that goes by without me thinking about you. i hope that u found grandma in heaven. i miss you, but i know ill see you again sometime. |
Wednesday, December 29th 2004 - 02:01:58 AM
| In Memory of:: | Candice Doucette |
| Your Name: | Cady Doucette |
| Relationship: | cuz |
| Memoriam: | my dad Dana told me about the death and showed me a news paper add of
candice and i was 11 and now im 13 i sow some other people talk about Candice and if you want to e mail me my e-mail address is deadrose10183@yahoo.com |
Monday, December 27th 2004 - 07:14:58 PM
| In Memory of:: | catherines |
| Your Name: | sammie |
| Relationship: | friend from bp chat |
| Memoriam: | i only knew you for a short time but you will be missed we all love and miss you hope you found the peace you were looking for |
Saturday, December 25th 2004 - 07:42:10 PM
| In Memory of:: | ashleigh |
| Your Name: | samantha |
| Relationship: | COUSIN |
| Memoriam: | oh god how I miss you I have never understood why I love you and wish you had cried out to me I maybe could have helped I could have gotten you somewhere safe i love you and miss you love you forever until we meet again in heaven I hope to see you there tonight I am feeling like taking my life and it reminded me of you and what I would have said to you |
Saturday, December 25th 2004 - 07:30:30 PM
| In Memory of:: | Elizabeth *Zilly* Boron |
| Your Name: | Laura *Aruali* |
| Relationship: | close friend |
| Memoriam: | You'll never know how much I miss you. You're the only one who ever
understood what was going on inside of me. 5 years + has gone past since the
day you took yourself away from me and we still don't know if you were about
to call for help. I love you, and I hope you're with me wherever you are.
Love always, your soul sister forever Laura |
Thursday, December 23rd 2004 - 07:41:03 AM
| In Memory of:: | James & Ellen Crump |
| Your Name: | Patricia Hines |
| Relationship: | Parents |
| Memoriam: | As their pain is gone, mine has started. No matter what, I love them and miss them more than I could ever have imagined. I hope to understand better why they had to die. To kie so tragically. |
Wednesday, December 22nd 2004 - 05:56:03 PM
| In Memory of:: | Steven D. Hamby |
| Your Name: | Karen Hamby |
| Relationship: | Husband |
| Memoriam: | Until we meet again my angel,always know how very happy you made me and how very much I love you. |
Tuesday, December 21st 2004 - 08:28:09 PM
| In Memory of:: | Collen |
| Your Name: | Katherine |
| Relationship: | niecie |
| Memoriam: | I miss her so mouch i just wish that she was still here with us today
but i guess she had to do what she had to do. I will always love you Katherine |
Monday, December 20th 2004 - 10:23:32 AM
| In Memory of:: | Randy S Hepner |
| Your Name: | Ronnie C Hepner |
| Relationship: | Twin-Brother |
| Memoriam: | "In loving memory: Brother, Son & Friend" Peace Love & Eternal Happiness |
Wednesday, December 8th 2004 - 11:22:44 AM
| In Memory of:: | Derek |
| Your Name: | Joanne & Dave |
| Relationship: | Mom and And Dad |
| Memoriam: | We love you and miss you so much |
Sunday, December 5th 2004 - 06:45:53 PM
| In Memory of:: | Anna |
| Your Name: | Laurel |
| Relationship: | Friend |
Thursday, December 2nd 2004 - 09:13:33 PM
| In Memory of:: | Candice Doucette |
| Your Name: | Lindsey |
| Relationship: | cousin |
| Memoriam: | I already wrote something about my cousin in here but its been a year and 7 months sents she's died and I still think about her everyday...I miss her so much...I never thought anything like this would happen to my family its changed us all so much...Candice everyone misses you soooooooo much.I still remember hanging out with u and watching movies and talking to you, you always understood me...I didn't want to believe you died I kept hoping it was a dream...I always thought you would be here for me I was 11 when u died I'm 13 now...Rest In Peace Candice...I Love and Miss You So Much... |
Saturday, November 27th 2004 - 08:22:29 PM
| In Memory of:: | Joseph James Guadagno |
| Your Name: | Dad |
| Relationship: | Father |
| Memoriam: | Joe: You gave so much joy to so many. Please forgive me for not hearing your pain. You were the love and pride of my life. |
Saturday, November 27th 2004 - 11:50:52 AM
| In Memory of:: | Candice Doucette |
| Your Name: | Cady |
| Relationship: | cusion |
| Memoriam: | Candice i never got to meet you but i heard alot i sow a picture of you and it freaked me out that someone as pretty as you would do drugs everyone misses you and loves you see you in 60 years you cusion you never met Cady |
Wednesday, November 24th 2004 - 04:35:13 AM
| In Memory of:: | Tate Strickler |
| Your Name: | Robin Strickler |
| Relationship: | Spouse |
| Memoriam: | Tate, The past 5 years have been the most wonderful ones for me. I am so glad our lives crossed paths you made me the happiest person in the world. There is one gift that you have given me that I am so grateful for our beautiful sweet baby girl Rose. I dont know what I would do without her. I want to thank you for this wonderful angel that you and I created.She looks so much like you and I know you will always be with me. Rose is growing so quickly she is now 8 months old. We love you very much and always will. Now you are resting peacefully in GODS arms. As the Mariah Carey and Boys II Men song says "I know you are shining down on me from heaven." Someday we will meet again. |
Saturday, November 20th 2004 - 10:45:55 AM
| In Memory of:: | Alun Edward Foulkes |
| Your Name: | Anne-Marie |
| Relationship: | Sister |
| Memoriam: | Dear beloved Alun..brother to Loui,Anne-Marie,Dolly,Carol, Tony and John. We miss you loads. you died on the 24 October 2004 but you live on through us all, especially mum and Dave. Rest in Peace now bro, love you always.xx |
Friday, November 19th 2004 - 12:37:15 PM
| In Memory of:: | Matthew Mayer |
| Your Name: | Tammy Robinson |
| Relationship: | Friend and Neighbour |
| Memoriam: | This is remembrance of a young man that could not find his way in life
after his mother walked out on him 6 year ago. Not a day went by that Matt
could forget the hurt and rejection his mother thrust upon him. Today we sit here with swollen eyes from the many tears we have cried for Matthew. If only we could have shown him our tears of concern and care before it was too late. Matt, you will never be forgotten |
Monday, November 8th 2004 - 07:11:13 PM
| In Memory of:: | Marilyn Margaret |
| Your Name: | Beth |
| Relationship: | Sister |
| Memoriam: | You told me you'd be all right. You told me not to worry. I told you I
loved you. Then you left me forever. I will always love you, remember you, miss you. It's been 27 years and now I find I wish I had gone with you. What a battle this life has been. But you are free. |
Monday, November 8th 2004 - 02:26:54 AM
| In Memory of:: | John Ernest Putland |
| Your Name: | Erin |
| Relationship: | Only Daughter |
| Memoriam: | Father, We never got the chance to know each other and i have always wished to show you how well i have grown up i want you to know i dont care about the past, and that i wish you didn't have to resort to death. I have always loved you and hope we may meet again. Your daughter forever crying out for you. |
Saturday, October 30th 2004 - 03:20:36 PM
| In Memory of:: | Scot Sammarco |
| Your Name: | Anyonymous |
| Memoriam: | Scot, May you now be free of pain, free of all the bad feelings, free of it all. May peace be with you. You are missed more than you could have ever imagined. |
Friday, October 29th 2004 - 05:46:26 PM
| In Memory of:: | Everyone who has commited suicide and those affected by it |
| Your Name: | Mary Devlin |
| Memoriam: | For those who have commited suicide, I hope your pain is now gone, and
you can rest happily. For those who have been affected by a loves one's suicide, I'm sorry for your lose. Please remember they loved you, but they just needed to get away from the pain. |
Monday, October 25th 2004 - 04:43:11 PM
| In Memory of:: | Lee Cutter |
Wednesday, October 20th 2004 - 05:43:04 AM
| In Memory of:: | Wess Tibet |
| Your Name: | Seamus (Jim) Connor |
| Relationship: | Best friends |
| Memoriam: | Wess, I remember the last time I saw you at that hospital. I miss the
times we hung out in the 70s! I looked up to you- did you know that? I thought you were the coolest person in the world! |
Thursday, October 14th 2004 - 10:04:28 AM
| In Memory of:: | Dr. David Tapley |
| Your Name: | Laura |
| Relationship: | daughter |
| Memoriam: | Daddy I miss you sooo MUCH. How could you have done this? You have missed alot in my life already. I am finally starting to remeber the good memories that we had. I know that you loved me but it is getting really hard to believe that. I wish you were still here, but that is not possible. |
Saturday, October 9th 2004 - 01:48:05 PM
| In Memory of:: | my mom and my sister |
| Your Name: | just me |
| Relationship: | the one you left behind |
| Memoriam: | I miss you both so much. I love you. |
Thursday, October 7th 2004 - 06:01:49 PM
| In Memory of:: | ben |
| Your Name: | ross |
| Relationship: | brother |
| Memoriam: | there is so much i want to tell you ben. i miss you dearly, not only for your sense of humor, your personality, your geniusness but also for your companionship. i know you were going through a brutal and difficult time, but i just wish that i could have been there for you more often than i was. i pray that you have found what you were looking for, and i look forward to the day that we shall meet again. thank you for the experiences we haved shared. love rosso |
Wednesday, September 29th 2004 - 11:54:58 PM
| In Memory of:: | Debra T."DEE" Mincey |
| Your Name: | John M. Morgan |
| Relationship: | former wife |
| Memoriam: | In memory of a beautiful woman only 44 years old who fought bipolar for
over 7 years as strong as she possibly could but finally lost her battle on
November 23rd, 2003 by suicide. You will be loved and remembered forever "DEE" I Love You! Michael |
Monday, September 27th 2004 - 07:43:00 PM
| In Memory of:: | Richard |
| Your Name: | Gabriele and Brandon |
| Relationship: | Ex wife and son |
| Memoriam: | Richard,if you only could know how much you hurt your son and me by doing what you did.I saved you the first time and never thought you ever try again.You found out life wasent greener on the other side.Even what you had put me through..I will always LOVE you.In a way we were soulmates!Your son misses you like crazy.If you only had called me and talked to me.I was always there with and for you.I love you.I hope you found Peace.Love gaby and Brandon. |
Sunday, September 26th 2004 - 04:17:45 PM
| In Memory of:: | Patricia Cunningham |
| Your Name: | Chaya |
| Relationship: | grandmother |
| Memoriam: | I was 8 years old when you passed, and I couldn't understand why you
would want to never see me again. It would be 4 more years for them to see
that I was a lot like you. I wish you were with me as I faced the demons
that we share, that you passed to me with your bloodline. I could have used
an ally, someone who understood the pain, a pain so great that you left this
world. I will see you someday, and we will have plenty to talk about, and I
know you will be there. All of my love, Your Granddaughter |
Saturday, September 25th 2004 - 09:32:09 PM
| In Memory of:: | Carol |
| Your Name: | Cheryl |
| Relationship: | Twin Sister |
| Memoriam: | You will always be in my heart as you are a part of me. I wish only we could have found another solution. I know you are at peace now. I will try to be forgiving and understand the choice you made. I just wish we could go back...when we were little and begin again...I love you so much. Always, B Baby |
Thursday, September 23rd 2004 - 02:34:19 PM
| In Memory of:: | Adrian Rubio |
| Your Name: | AL |
| Relationship: | Friend |
| Memoriam: | its almost 6 years since uve been gone , i miss you and wish u were here to hang like we use to. i hope you have found your peace of heaven. i love u and miss u! R.I.P. |
Friday, September 17th 2004 - 11:15:43 PM
| In Memory of:: | King Fleming |
| Your Name: | Saundra Fleming |
| Relationship: | daughter |
| Memoriam: | thanks Daddy for always inspiring me through comedy and your playful love of life. You are so much a part of my own sensibility as an artist, and of your grandchildren's, Morgan's and Egan's sense of humor and their own love of life. |
Tuesday, September 14th 2004 - 09:36:49 AM
| In Memory of:: | Lori Brady Foster |
| Your Name: | mdk |
| Relationship: | friend |
| Memoriam: | I hope that you are at peace now. I still love you and hold you very dearly in my heart and always will. |
Monday, September 13th 2004 - 01:08:23 PM
| In Memory of:: | Scott A. Darga |
| Your Name: | Jodi Perelgut |
| Relationship: | sister |
| Memoriam: | My brother took his own life on April 18,2004. I miss him more than I ever thought possible. He will forever remain in my heart!!! I love you & miss you very much!! |
Wednesday, September 8th 2004 - 08:46:07 PM
| In Memory of:: | James K |
| Your Name: | C.A. |
| Memoriam: | We never met, but when I got the 911 call that day, it tore my heart
out. It was the first time I'd handled a suicide call at work, but not the
first in my life. I lost someone I loved to it when I was only 16. I never
fully recovered from that loss. You were so young and as it turns out, you lived right around the corner from me, and yet I never knew you. I wish now that I had been given the chance to know you and to share with you all that I have learned in my own struggle with the beast that is Bipolar disorder. I don't know if it could've helped, but I wish I'd been able to try. My prayers are with your family now, as they struggle find some sense of happiness again. I know that you are in a better place where you'll never have to hurt again. I pray that those who love you will soon find some peace of their own. |
Monday, September 6th 2004 - 10:46:50 PM
| In Memory of:: | April Banks |
| Your Name: | Stephanie |
| Relationship: | step-sister |
Monday, September 6th 2004 - 04:25:36 PM
| In Memory of:: | Elise |
| Your Name: | Pugsley- |
| Relationship: | Online friend |
| Memoriam: | I guess I will never understand your true pain that made you decide to leave this world. I hope you are free now. We all miss you from the Bipolarworld Room. |
Saturday, September 4th 2004 - 06:56:22 PM
| In Memory of:: | Patrice "PC" |
| Your Name: | ShawnT |
| Relationship: | Friend |
| Memoriam: | I miss you and think about you every day PC. I wish that I knew then what I know now. Things may not have ended differently but I would have been able to have been a lot more dependable and supportive. My life has been forever changed for having you in it. You were so much fun and so much love. Thank you for sharing you with me. I love you always. |
Thursday, September 2nd 2004 - 04:41:55 PM
| In Memory of:: | William O. Decker |
| Your Name: | Heather L. Hawthorne |
| Relationship: | Grand-Father 'popi' |
| Memoriam: | I hope you see the accomplishments of your grand-children from where you
are... I love you and think of you everyday |
Wednesday, August 25th 2004 - 06:39:42 PM
| In Memory of:: | Nathan Ferrian |
| Your Name: | Kelly Harris |
| Relationship: | Friend |
| Memoriam: | 10-4-81 to 5-4-99. This is for his friends and family so he is never forgotten. |
Wednesday, August 25th 2004 - 12:18:14 AM
| In Memory of:: | Travis Charles McCuddy |
| Your Name: | April McCuddy |
| Relationship: | Wife |
| Memoriam: | Travis died of suicide on May 2, 2004 at age 24. We have three children ages 2,4,and 6. Thank you for our babies. We miss you more than you could ever imagine. Everyday I walk around with an emptiness beyond understanding. I am blamed for his death daily by his family. It is so hard to be left behind. The babies keep me strong. We love you Trav. |
Friday, August 20th 2004 - 10:28:54 AM
| In Memory of:: | JEREMY DRAKE HEHN |
| Your Name: | JOANNE HEHN |
| Relationship: | MOTHER |
| Memoriam: | I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. I MISS YOU. I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU. |
Tuesday, August 17th 2004 - 08:27:58 PM
| In Memory of:: | Raymond Burke |
| Your Name: | Shannon M. Nault. Leyden |
| Relationship: | Cousin |
| Memoriam: | DEAR RAY, NOT SURE WHY YOU WENT AWAY, AT TIMES I CAN FEEL YOUR PAIN. SADLY MISSED BY FAMILY AND FRIENDS~ ~THE BURKE AND NAULT FAMILY~ |
Monday, August 16th 2004 - 10:14:00 AM
| In Memory of:: | Derek Anthony Grubbs |
| Your Name: | anon. |
| Relationship: | friend |
| Memoriam: | Dear Derek, (June 16, 1986- May 26th, 2004) You are missed terribly by everyone in this small community. You are loved, and you will ALWAYS be remembered. We all hope that you didn't feel anything those last seconds on earth before the train took your life. There are so many "why's" and "If only's". But the alcohol, the drugs, the driving. It was all a bad concoction. You were suffering. But you are in a better place now. Far away from the misery this tiny town suffers so greatly. 2 more lives have been lost the way you lost yours. Another one from your town, too. Although the town is suffering, you suffered greater pains. We'll see you again soon. |
Thursday, August 12th 2004 - 08:39:15 PM
| In Memory of:: | Michael |
| Your Name: | Stacey |
| Relationship: | Spouse |
| Memoriam: | I miss you. It's going on four years now and every day is just as hard
as it was the first one, when you left me. Everyone thinks I should be over
you and move on but I can't, I cry myself to sleep every night because I
want to be with you. Noone understands how it hurts with you gone. I still
can see you hanging there lifeless like I found you. I can't seem to shake
that vision even after all this time. I pray that you will come back and
take me with you but you never come. I miss you and will always love you.
And I will always be your wife. |
Thursday, August 12th 2004 - 01:20:19 PM
| In Memory of:: | David Brewer |
| Your Name: | Ginger French |
| Relationship: | Friend |
| Memoriam: | This talented, gentle, creative, and compassionate young man will be missed not only by those of us who loved him, but, unbeknownst to them, by the many lives he would have continued to touch had he lived longer. May he rest in God's gentle loving arms, and may we continue to love him by cherishing our memories of him. David, you were precious to us and so greatly loved! |
Tuesday, August 10th 2004 - 07:34:55 PM
| In Memory of:: | Patrick |
| Your Name: | Heather |
| Relationship: | cousin |
| Memoriam: | I miss you so much. I think of you everyday, first thing as soon as I wake up & last thing before I go to sleep. These eight years have been very lonely. You were like my brother. I would give anything for you to be here right now. I love you & miss you. Hopefully you found what you were looking for. I'll see you later. |
Tuesday, August 10th 2004 - 02:59:29 PM
| In Memory of:: | Frank Noah Haley |
| Your Name: | Amanda Chase Haley |
| Relationship: | Brother |
| Memoriam: | Noah was my 22 year old baby brother who took his life on August 2, 2004. He battled with bipolar and manic depression for years and finally gave up hope. Noah was a bright and happy person as a young boy and had a heart that was on fire for Jesus towards the end of his life. He will be greatly missed! I know he's playing drums in heaven with Jesus and catching lots of fish. I'll never understand why, but I'll always think fondly of you Noah and remember the good times we had growing up together. Your Big sister, Mandi |
Tuesday, August 10th 2004 - 11:36:17 AM
| In Memory of:: | Eddie Baksinski |
| Your Name: | Karen K |
| Relationship: | stepfather |
| Memoriam: | He was my best friend. He raised me since I was five. I am 26 now. This month it will be eleven years ago that he took his life. Now, he has been gone longer than I knew him. I love you Eddie. |
Monday, August 9th 2004 - 11:16:16 AM
| In Memory of:: | joyce hunsaker |
| Your Name: | amanda sydik |
| Relationship: | friend |
| Memoriam: | laughed allthe time always had a joke you were a great person always helped those in need hope that you finaly have pease from youor pain whatever it may have been i love and miss you much |
Friday, August 6th 2004 - 01:02:16 AM
| In Memory of:: | Michael Robert Gray |
| Your Name: | Barbie Gray |
| Relationship: | Mother |
| Memoriam: | I love and miss you so much Mikey. You suffered so long and tried so
hard to beat your depression. You accomplished so much though in your short
life, and I am forever grateful that you went to Europe and fulfilled one of
your dreams, and also, that we met in Italy (your idea!) Watch over me always, my son. Rest in peace, and God Bless you, and keep you in his Presence. Love alway and forever, Mom 00xx Michael Gray 11-15-82/07-11-04 |
Thursday, August 5th 2004 - 08:34:48 AM
| In Memory of:: | Enrique |
| Your Name: | ale |
| Relationship: | uncle |
| Memoriam: | i don´t know the reason of your suicide, but i hope that you are happy now, and i want you to know that everybody miss you! |
Friday, July 30th 2004 - 07:52:02 PM
| In Memory of:: | jason &ryan |
| Your Name: | tee2krzy |
| Relationship: | friends |
| Memoriam: | two good friends that will always be in my heart |
Thursday, July 29th 2004 - 02:57:11 AM
| In Memory of:: | Dustin Welch |
| Your Name: | Tami Jarrett |
| Relationship: | soulmate |
| Memoriam: | It's been six months and I still have no answers: was it an accident? Or
did you know what you were doing, mixing your meds with the alcohol? Seven years together, seven years apart...and then we found each other again, and we both knew why our relationship had been heaven and hell- we shared a diagnosis of bp. So much was suddenly so clear. And after everything, of course I forgave you. I never stopped loving you. I just wish we hadn't been so afraid to say "I love you" again; we were so close, and then...you were gone. I wanted so much to see your wicked pirate's grin again. Our last conversations will echo in my head until, one day, we're together once more. You told me you thought you'd found your soulmate. I think we both had: death can't change that. If I didn't have my son- truly a more precious gift than despair- I'd be with you already. But wait for me. And if you promise to have the absinthe ready, I'll bring the black eyeliner... "without you/without you everything falls apart/ without you/it's not as much fun to pick up the pieces..." -'The Perfect Drug', NIN |
Monday, July 26th 2004 - 07:25:16 PM
| In Memory of:: | Ronald Lieberman |
| Your Name: | Lora (Lieberman) Cruz |
| Relationship: | cousin |
| Memoriam: | Though I didn't know you well, I too suffer from those thoughts. I want to show that you are remembered...you are not forgotten, Ronnie. G-d bless you and I hope that you have found peace in His arms. |
Thursday, July 22nd 2004 - 07:14:02 PM
| In Memory of:: | Uncle Tommy |
| Your Name: | Sarah |
| Relationship: | him-uncle, me-neice |
| Memoriam: | I know I have never met you, Uncle Tommy, but I am so sorry that you
went through what you did and I understand. I know you weren't diagnosed
with anything but I am bipolar and at times I feel like I can't go on
either. You're family forgives you and Grandma, I know, loves you. She
wishes you would have hung in there. She knew you would have came out of it.
She told me so when i asked about you. You are never talked about amongst
the family, but I know that everyone loves you. I wish we could have met, Uncle Tommy. I could have used someone who understands to talk to. Until we meet for real, you are in my thoughts. |
Thursday, July 15th 2004 - 08:11:24 PM
| In Memory of:: | Melinda |
| Relationship: | dad |
| Memoriam: | My only hope is that you have finally found what you could never seem to
find on this Earth. Spread your wings now and fly. You are finally free. I will love you and miss you forever until we meet again. |
Wednesday, July 14th 2004 - 12:12:04 PM
| In Memory of:: | Julian Forrest Boyer |
| Your Name: | Angi Steele |
| Relationship: | Daughter |
| Memoriam: | I spent so many years upset with you because you took your life and left me all alone. I was recently diagnosed with Bipolar and tried to take my own life. I now see how easy it can be to make that decision. How hard it is to live like this. I just pray every day that it will get better. I love you Daddy! |
Friday, July 9th 2004 - 08:34:52 PM
| In Memory of:: | Elaine |
| Your Name: | Lauren |
| Relationship: | My Mom |
| Memoriam: | It's been over a year now but it still feels like it happened yesterday. I'm so sorry I let you down. It haunts me every day. You were my rock, my compass, my best friend. I'm lost without you. |
Sunday, July 4th 2004 - 06:39:15 PM
| In Memory of:: | Elaine |
| Your Name: | Lauren |
| Relationship: | My Mom |
| Memoriam: | It's been over a year now but it still feels like it happened yesterday. I'm so sorry I let you down. It haunts me every day. You were my rock, my compass, my best friend. I'm lost without you. |
Sunday, July 4th 2004 - 06:38:55 PM
| In Memory of:: | Craig Eric Smith |
| Your Name: | Joy Styles |
| Relationship: | Love of My Life |
| Memoriam: | A bright light extinguished far too quickly and too soon. His smile,humor,gentleness and kindness made my world a better place. I will miss him for the rest of my life. I miss you Monkey! |
Tuesday, June 22nd 2004 - 09:18:31 AM
| In Memory of:: | John Thomas Jefferson |
| Your Name: | Kathryn Ann Jefferson |
| Relationship: | sister |
| Memoriam: | You are always near in my heart, as you are only a thought away...how i miss you and your smile...may you be in God's hands, that one day we shall see each other and smile again....I Love You Always....sis |
Thursday, May 27th 2004 - 11:48:15 PM
| In Memory of:: | Kevin P. Coffey |
| Your Name: | Karen J. Sherman |
| Relationship: | Brother |
| Memoriam: | This is in memory of my "little" brother and only family that I had
left. Kevin P. Coffey, 6/10/59 - 12/18/00. I lost my Dad in 1997 and am thankful that Dad was not around when Kevin took his life. He would not have survived it. This is the most difficult period in my life and my life will never be the same. I miss him so much and blame myself for his death. Kevin also left behind his wife Shirl, daughters Donielle, Kyla, son Greg, granddaughter Lacey. Kevin,you would be so proud of Greg, he turned into such a nice young man. He is getting married and his fiancee Maggie is pregnant, your grandchild is due in July. In my heart, I know that you know this. I love you very much and miss you more than you will ever know. Your loving sister, Karen Sherman |
Wednesday, May 26th 2004 - 11:59:07 AM
| In Memory of:: | Grandpa C |
| Your Name: | Little C |
| Relationship: | grandfather |
| Memoriam: | Grandpa, though I never met you, I feel your pain. I know what it's like to be bipolar. I know what it's like to have no way out other than death. I'm sorry your illness was that bad. I'm sorry that I never got to meet you. But I understand, and I don't hold it against you. I love you. |
Monday, May 24th 2004 - 10:55:36 AM
| In Memory of:: | Corinna Biehl |
| Your Name: | Kevin Biehl |
| Relationship: | Spouse |
| Memoriam: | I know that you did what you felt to had to do. I will not hold this againist you. Corinna you didn't take your life your illness is what killed you. I will always LOVE YOU. Our God is a loving, caring, and kind God. He knows that with your illness that it wasn't you. I will see you in heaven. Love You |
Saturday, May 22nd 2004 - 06:47:52 AM
| In Memory of:: | porter shamberger |
| Your Name: | liz hinkle |
| Relationship: | friend |
| Memoriam: | i love your blue hair that always made me smile |
Thursday, May 20th 2004 - 01:36:34 PM
| In Memory of:: | Candice Doucette |
| Your Name: | Lindsey |
| Relationship: | Cousin |
| Memoriam: | Candice u were so talented in everyway!!I miss hearing u sing and talking to u!!I wish we would of spent more time together.You'll be in my heart forever I'll never forget u and the times we spent together!!It makes me sad to think that the last time I talked to u and saw u was Christmas 2002!!The last words I ever said to u were good bye I love u see u soon!!I still remember the day we got the news that u died I had felt weird all day and when my mom came home from work I felt worse she came to the door crying I thought someone eltes died like my great grandmother I had no idea it was Candice!!My uncle had called a minute before my mom came to the door so I gave her the phone and when I heard those words come out of her mouth that Candice died I said that it can't be she was only 18!!My mom and dad went to see my aunt and I said home with my older brother!!That night right when i turned on the tv american idol was on and it reminded me of candice she loved to sing!!That night I cried more then I ever had before I wanted it all to just be a dream and for me to wake up but it wasn't a dream!!I cried untell I just fell a sleep!!Its been a little over a year sents Candice died but I still remember it like it was yesterday!!I hope she knows how much i love her and miss her!!She's in a better place now she is happy where she is and now my family has a guardian angel to watch over us!!Rest In Peace Candice I Love You!!!(The night she died I knew she didn't get in a car accident she died of drugs) |
Saturday, May 15th 2004 - 08:26:25 AM
| In Memory of:: | Frank Kendall |
| Your Name: | Lori Stewart |
| Relationship: | Soulmate |
| Memoriam: | A great father, friend and soulmate. A man who loved life. But could never get away from the past. Thank you Frank for the best times of my life. You are forgiven and loved forever!! |
Wednesday, May 12th 2004 - 07:28:48 PM
| In Memory of:: | manuel |
| Your Name: | heather |
| Relationship: | boyfriend |
| Memoriam: | i love manuel so much, and when i move im so afraid he's going to hurt
himself or do something extremly bad. im hoping i can control my self from
self harm, and stay in control of my emotions.some times we do things withot
looking all the way through to the other side, im going to try and talk to
manuel every day, i love him so much, i just want to go off somewhere with
him and nothing bad would ever happen to us. to my one and only love, manuel |
Tuesday, May 11th 2004 - 11:21:45 AM
| In Memory of:: | Gerald Dean Cox II "Bird" |
| Your Name: | Erin R. Reid |
| Relationship: | boyfriend's dad |
| Memoriam: | I was very close to "Bird" and it was a sudden shock when i got that one phone call saying that he was gone. As soon as i heard all i wanted to do was run away-- and i didnt know where to go. So i went outside to my horse and just sat there and held her. I then came back into the house and told my mother that i was going to find my boyfriend but it took me forever to find him but when i did, all i wanted to do was cry. So i quess all that im saying is watch for the signs and always remember to let those free birds fly. |
Sunday, May 9th 2004 - 02:11:42 PM
| In Memory of:: | Candice Doucette |
| Your Name: | Casey La Rochelle |
| Relationship: | Friend |
| Memoriam: | Candice we all know you were hurting, and time with your friends was your only escape. Its a living hell knowing that I couldnt help you on that morning when your life ended. I wasnt there candice, although I should have been, I left only hours earlier. I can picture the sight in my mind even though I didnt see you; I'm not sure why. Why drugs Candice?? Why did you have to let yourself go like that?? We know you were hurting, but now we are hurting too... we could have helped eachother... we always did. But now I am left to help myself, and I will probably meet you soon in heaven, Where we will both fly free. I love you, I miss you... But I dont blame you... Heaven is a much more beautiful place than here, you have gotten your wings now Candice, and now we will all hear you sing. |
Thursday, May 6th 2004 - 08:35:58 AM
| In Memory of:: | Dan Rockwood |
| Your Name: | Danyelle |
| Relationship: | friend |
| Memoriam: | he killed himself and i miss him so much he was the greatist person ever! |
Wednesday, April 28th 2004 - 07:52:07 AM
| In Memory of:: | mona jesse |
| Your Name: | angela |
| Relationship: | friend |
| Memoriam: | So sorry I didn't understand your pain. I never understood the challenges you faced. You must have been so frightened the day you took your own life and jesse's. I dream of you sometimes, I dream of the missed opportunity to help you. I hope you are happy and at peace. I hope you are surrounded by others who love and understand you. I hope you finally feel welcomed and overwhelmingly loved. |
Sunday, April 25th 2004 - 11:32:59 PM
| In Memory of:: | Stephen Michael Klaass |
| Your Name: | L. M. Klaass |
| Relationship: | Sister |
| Memoriam: | A Brother Lost You can’t see his angelic face when he was only two. Or see courage when an eighty-foot tree broke, and he flew! Or know his bravery as he fought the demons from age five. For if you knew him as I did, you’d too wish he were alive. You can’t see his unwavering faith and his love for God. Or see the sacrifice he’d made for friends on paths he trod. No, you’ll never know his charity he had for humankind. A kinder person on this earth, I think you’ll never find. You can’t see the white hair he had earned by age thirty-four. And still he persevered; even helped those who had more! Or admire the compassion he carried with him everyday. Or understand the love ALL had for him…but he couldn’t stay. And when he went, he broke more hearts than have been counted yet. But in his life, he filled our hearts, we cannot soon forget. If I could destroy this illness beast, I’d use all of my power. But all I have to offer is, my love for him each hour. ~In Memory of Stephen Michael Klaass 1968-2003 By: L. M. Klaass September 23, 2003 |
Wednesday, April 21st 2004 - 02:30:19 PM
| In Memory of:: | Shonna Page |
| Your Name: | Terri |
| Relationship: | Mother |
Tuesday, April 13th 2004 - 11:18:37 AM
| In Memory of:: | Christopher Paul Hale |
| Your Name: | Sherry Smith |
| Relationship: | Fiance/best friend |
| Memoriam: | On April 3,2004 My fiance & and best friend in the whole world passed
away, he took his own life. He was suffering with Bi-polar and manic
depression and he is only 20 years old. I ask for all of you who read this
to please pray for him, that he is finally at peace within himself , Thank
You to everyone who actually takes the time to read this and thank u for
your prayers.... CHRISTOPHER PAUL HALE November 14 1983- April 3, 2004 butterflynluv420@hotmail.com |
Sunday, April 11th 2004 - 10:40:21 PM
| In Memory of:: | Keith Simes Key, Key |
| Your Name: | Rhonda Heskin |
| Relationship: | First Cousin / Was Like My Brother |
| Memoriam: | Keith as I type this the tears are rolling down my face. I can't believe
it has been almost 9 years since your death. There is not a day that goes by
that I dont think of you. I beleive you probably were also Bi- Polar, as I
have finally been diagnosed as last year and I have found it it runs in our
family. I wish that you did not have to feel the pain and the living hell
you must have felt to take your own precious life. I know how that hell
feels I felt it after you died and wanted to end my own life as well. The
only reason I am still here today is because I got pregnant and I truly
beleived that God gave you another chance on earth and that a part of you
was with this new wonderful baby growing inside of me. I know it sounds
strange. lol . But we always promised we would take care of eachother. The
guilt I felt and the hurt that you never told me how much pain you were
realy in killed me inside. I was numb for almost a year. I wish more then
anything in the world to see you. Your sweet face, the sparkle in your eyes,
your beautiful smile and to here your laugh again. You were such a smart,
sensitive, funny, good looking guy with so many friends and family that
loved you dearly. The girls were all crazy about you. So young 19 you had
the whole world in front of you and everyone you ever met you touched them
in some way. Always there to listen to everyones problems. It just breaks my
heart that you felt that much pain and sorrow and that was the only way out
you could see out. You were the brother I never had, we grew up together,
partied together, shared evrything we ever felt and I just can't believe you
never called me that day. That horrible day I will never forget, when you
took your own life. I believe and have faith you are at peace now in heaven
with God and I have still not completley accepted that I will never see you
again until that day I enter heaven. No words can describe the feelings of
loss, sorrow, and pain that so many people felt when we all lost you that
day. If only you would have been able to reach out for help directly or only
if we could of read the signs and recognized that you were reaching out for
help, and we knew the signs of suicide. I honestly can say I don't think I
will ever completley accept that you are no longer here with us physicaly,
but I know you are watching over us from heaven with my mom. We are all just
devestated that you didn't get the help you needed and that this could of
been prevented if we were all better educated at the time. But it is time
for me to let let go. I have 2 Beautiful girls now, Tyra is going to be 8
right away and Drew is 18 months old. I met a wonderful guy Darius who I
have been with for 6 years now and I know you would be proud of me. I wish
they could of met you but they all know you through me. You will never be
forgotten here on earth and I am greatful for all the years and wonderful
memories we did get to have together. Love Forever and in my heart always
Your cous/sis Rhonda Wa,Wa |
Tuesday, April 6th 2004 - 02:52:15 AM
| In Memory of:: | Bobby |
| Your Name: | Carol |
| Relationship: | Sister in Law |
| Memoriam: | It's hard to believe it's been almost 14 years since you ended your
life. Your little girls have both grown up and started their adult lives
already. We all miss you so much. People always say the pain goes away in
time but they're wrong. It gets easier to live with but it never leaves you.
There hasn't been a single day that I haven't thought of you and wished to
God that you'd gotten help and stayed here with us. I don't think you ever
realized how much I loved you but I did. You were like a big brother to me
and when I heard you were gone it was like someone had ripped out a piece of
my soul. You will always be with me in my heart. As I've dealt with my own
battles with bipolar, the pain that your death caused us all has been one
thing that prevented me from taking that very final step. I'm 30 now, only a
year away from where you were when you went on to the next life. You seemed
so old to me back then. It's funny how life changes. I know you're at peace
now and I'm thankful for that. You will be forever missed. Love Forever, Carol |
Thursday, April 1st 2004 - 09:32:32 PM
| In Memory of:: | Melissa Vilot |
| Your Name: | Shelly |
| Relationship: | Cousin |
| Memoriam: | On April 8 - 2003, I heard of the dreadful news. Your dad called to tell me that you had jumped out of your 4th story window. I was devastated for along time because when your pain ended mine began. I know that you have found final peace. May god rest your weary soul. I will forever miss you and wish i could hug you one more time. I am sorry for the pain you carried and could not relieve. May you keep watch over your godson from heaven, he still needs you and keeps you close in his heart. Forever i will cherish the many, wonderful, memories i have of you. If only you knew how much you were loved.... |
Wednesday, March 31st 2004 - 06:17:58 PM
| In Memory of:: | Brian K Clark |
| Your Name: | Angella |
| Relationship: | Big sister |
| Memoriam: | The Logical song, snow? and smoking. Playing dinosaurs with Jimmy.
Philisophical, big hugs, tormented. all these words remind me of you little
bro' Brian K. Clark 10/21/69 to 12/19/94 all my love |
Tuesday, March 30th 2004 - 06:13:42 AM
| In Memory of:: | Jeremiah Tucker Gregor |
| Your Name: | Leslie |
| Relationship: | Sister |
| Memoriam: | Christine told me you were gone and all's I could do was wonder why we
did all those AA and NA Drug Court Papers. My world is still in chaos, you
aren't here to help me move, you aren't here to help your dad make five
pound burgers and take pictures and everytime I hear a cell phone jingle I
remember all the girlfriends you said you had. The gaurdrail by the side of
the freeway where you went over still has a cross with "Miah" written on it,
but I can't drive by without crying, I am not the one who could even think
about lecturing you but I did read your Drug Court Speech we wrote together
and last but not least, I got the message from Glenna. I don't see her
anymore, but when she told me, you gave me relief and I don't fear death
anymore. I had Bi-Polar, Jeremiah had an alcohol Bi-polar disfunctional family upbringing and he got drunk New Years Eve, 2002, and got into his truck 10 minutes after midnight and drove 90 miles an hour to his grave. They all say it was an accident, but he and I shared a bond and now I know what it was, its too late, but I know. Mom miss's you very much as we all do, and your son, Little J, is sooooo smart, thank you for helping me through my attempt you saved my life. I love you JBird very much and I miss you even more. Im glad your ok on the other side and I will see you one day. LC |
Wednesday, March 17th 2004 - 10:34:36 PM
| In Memory of:: | JAY |
| Your Name: | Helen |
| Relationship: | Mother |
| Memoriam: | Jay you are at peace now my darling son. Fly high. Fly Free. Forever Young. Love and miss you so very much. |
Monday, March 15th 2004 - 01:47:43 PM